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1. The story of my first kiss.
”Haha, this is pretty awful for me actually, as the story is almost like from some really depressing comic book. xD
Simply: My ex-bf of that time (I was 18) kissed me suddenly after we got from my friend’s party in winter and while being drunk (he was drunk, not me) he almost vomited on me. So yeah, very romantic, haha.”
2.The biggest decision I have ever had to make.
-To move abroad or not.
3. Injuries I have had.
-Oh, so many! I’m not going to even list them, here, but let’s just say that when I was little I would hit my head a lot and husrt myself everywhere due to being a tomboy and exploring the forest alone. I also ate lots of poisonous mushrooms when I was little, but that’s a completely different story, haha.
4. How many people I trust an who.
I trust everyone in levels of different kinds, but I trust myself the most.
5. Am I virgin or not/if no, how old was I when I lost it.
Nope. 18
6. How many relationships have I had?
It really depends what kinds of relationships we are talking about, but if I have to count the ones that were based on love and caring… 5 or 6. (The situation with the one of the people is very complicated to define, so that’s why 5 OR 6.)
7. One trait I would like to have.
Hmm, to be more outgoing and not to seem so serious all the time, maybe?
8. Where I want to travel.
-At the moment I wish to travel to Asia again. Countries such as Japan, South Korea and China.
9. Plans for the summer.
Work, work and work. And do some studies too and maybe some exercise as well.
10. How many countries have I been to?
Ugh, many! Let’s see… More than 20. @___@
11. The most important people in my life.
-First of all, my grandmother, my family in general and my future cat to be. <3
12. My last night out in detail.
-Yesterday night I spent the whole night with my ex walking around Amsterdam, eating hamburgers and sitting in a club (drinking coffee) and watching people passing by while drawing and talking. Then walking to my workplace and fall a sleep on the couch.
13. Something I’m looking forward to.
-To get myself a kitty and to finally start with my first proper collection. :3
14. My top 5 most played songs.
It actually changes by the season, but at the moment:
-Velvet Eden - Nocturne
-Velvet Eden - Confession of Mask
-Velvet Eden - Witch on Flames
-Schwarz Stein - Bio Genesis
-Eve of Destiny - Eve of Destruction
15. What I’m wearing now.
Simply: A black pantsuit with a Moitie coat.
16. The last person I had a meaningful conversation with.
My ex.
17. Today. I often cry in my mind if there are other people around and this time just out of frustration.
18. The sweetest thing someone has ever done for me.
I think the sweetest thing couple of people in my life have done for me was to take care of me when I was really sick. I couldn’t move in a long time, so these people would come to see me and cook for me. It was so incredibly sweet of them. <3
19. Something I’m scared of.
-To be left alone completely.
20. The worst thing I’ve done whilst being drunk.
-Honestly, I have never been really drunk, so I haven’t done anything embarrassing due to that. :)
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1. The story of my first kiss.
”Haha, this is pretty awful for me actually, as the story is almost like from some really depressing comic book. xD
Simply: My ex-bf of that time (I was 18) kissed me suddenly after we got from my friend’s party in winter and while being drunk (he was drunk, not me) he almost vomited on me. So yeah, very romantic, haha.”
2.The biggest decision I have ever had to make.
-To move abroad or not.
3. Injuries I have had.
-Oh, so many! I’m not going to even list them, here, but let’s just say that when I was little I would hit my head a lot and husrt myself everywhere due to being a tomboy and exploring the forest alone. I also ate lots of poisonous mushrooms when I was little, but that’s a completely different story, haha.
4. How many people I trust an who.
I trust everyone in levels of different kinds, but I trust myself the most.
5. Am I virgin or not/if no, how old was I when I lost it.
Nope. 18
6. How many relationships have I had?
It really depends what kinds of relationships we are talking about, but if I have to count the ones that were based on love and caring… 5 or 6. (The situation with the one of the people is very complicated to define, so that’s why 5 OR 6.)
7. One trait I would like to have.
Hmm, to be more outgoing and not to seem so serious all the time, maybe?
8. Where I want to travel.
-At the moment I wish to travel to Asia again. Countries such as Japan, South Korea and China.
9. Plans for the summer.
Work, work and work. And do some studies too and maybe some exercise as well.
10. How many countries have I been to?
Ugh, many! Let’s see… More than 20. @___@
11. The most important people in my life.
-First of all, my grandmother, my family in general and my future cat to be. <3
12. My last night out in detail.
-Yesterday night I spent the whole night with my ex walking around Amsterdam, eating hamburgers and sitting in a club (drinking coffee) and watching people passing by while drawing and talking. Then walking to my workplace and fall a sleep on the couch.
13. Something I’m looking forward to.
-To get myself a kitty and to finally start with my first proper collection. :3
14. My top 5 most played songs.
It actually changes by the season, but at the moment:
-Velvet Eden - Nocturne
-Velvet Eden - Confession of Mask
-Velvet Eden - Witch on Flames
-Schwarz Stein - Bio Genesis
-Eve of Destiny - Eve of Destruction
15. What I’m wearing now.
Simply: A black pantsuit with a Moitie coat.
16. The last person I had a meaningful conversation with.
My ex.
17. Today. I often cry in my mind if there are other people around and this time just out of frustration.
18. The sweetest thing someone has ever done for me.
I think the sweetest thing couple of people in my life have done for me was to take care of me when I was really sick. I couldn’t move in a long time, so these people would come to see me and cook for me. It was so incredibly sweet of them. <3
19. Something I’m scared of.
-To be left alone completely.
20. The worst thing I’ve done whilst being drunk.
-Honestly, I have never been really drunk, so I haven’t done anything embarrassing due to that. :)
you said several times you're shy, how did you manage to fight against shyness? Especially for going at conventions, get some friends etc. (Maybe your experience can learn me how to fight my shyness...) Oh, and, what's about #19 ?
Hello dear anon,
Thank you for your message and questions!
Yes, as a person I’m quite shy (it’s something that is built in me), but as I have been growing a lot as a person lately I have gained lots of confidence and that’s why I cannot say anymore that I’m VERY SHY. I’m more introvert and reserved than shy nowadays. I got over my shyness by just going out and meeting people, and noticing that most of the people really aren’t anything to be scared of. So, as a tip I can say that a.) Just go to conventions, talk to strangers and meet people randomly and b.) take a drama acting course and theatre. :)
19. I’m the most scared of being left alone. I’m usually not scared of anything anymore, but I have a Monophobia of some sort. :’3
5,6,8,17,19,20
5. Am I virgin or not/if no, how old was I when I lost it.
Nope. 18
6. How many relationships have I had?
It really depends what kinds of relationships we are talking about, but if I have to count the ones that were based on love and caring… 5 or 6. (The situation with the one of the people is very complicated to define, so that’s why 5 OR 6.)
8. Where I want to travel.
-At the moment I wish to travel to Asia again. Countries such as Japan, South Korea and China.
17. Today. I often cry in my mind if there are other people around and this time just out of frustration.
19. Something I’m scared of.
-To be left alone completely.
20. The worst thing I’ve done whilst being drunk.
-Honestly, I have never been really drunk, so I haven’t done anything embarrassing due to that. :)
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1. The story of my first kiss.
”Haha, this is pretty awful for me actually, as the story is almost like from some really depressing comic book. xD
Simply: My ex-bf of that time (I was 18) kissed me suddenly after we got from my friend’s party in winter and while being drunk (he was drunk, not me) he almost vomited on me. So yeah, very romantic, haha.”
4. How many people I trust an who.
I trust everyone in levels of different kinds, but I trust myself the most.
5. Am I virgin or not/if no, how old was I when I lost it.
Nope. 18.
10. How many countries have I been to?
Ugh, many! Let’s see… More than 20. @___@
18. The sweetest thing someone has ever done for me.
I think the sweetest thing couple of people in my life have done for me was to take care of me when I was really sick. I couldn’t move in a long time, so these people would come to see me and cook for me. It was so incredibly sweet of them. <3
#14, because you have good taste in music ,and #15, because I feel like a creeper! >8] Hope you're having a lovely day girly!
Haha, thank you! I hope you have a lovely day as well. :3
14. My top 5 most played songs.
It actually changes by the season, but at the moment:
-Velvet Eden - Nocturne
-Velvet Eden - Confession of Mask
-Velvet Eden - Witch on Flames
-Schwarz Stein - Bio Genesis
-Eve of Destiny - Eve of Destruction
15. What I’m wearing now.
Simply: A black pantsuit with a Moitie coat.
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1. The story of my first kiss.
Haha, this is pretty awful for me actually, as the story is almost like from some really depressing comic book. xD
Simply: My ex-bf of that time (I was 18) kissed me suddenly after we got from my friend’s party in winter and while being drunk (he was drunk, not me) he almost vomited on me. So yeah, very romantic, haha.
I was wondering when you said u dont feel confortable in your own body-do you mean because of your body size or your sex? Would you ever consider gender reassignment surgery?
Hello dear anon,
Thank you for your questions!
Well, when I say that I don’t feel comfortable in my own body, I mean that I feel very uncomfortable of the attention I get especially from men (meaning when I’m wearing miniskirts etc.), so I prefer to go with pantsuits to avoid unpleasant situations. I don’t find my skinny body very attractive, I have to say.
I don’t have any problems with my gender, so for me a gender reassignment surgery wouldn’t be very useful, haha. I like confusing people with my height and voice sometimes as I’m currently training my voice lower. I look like a woman, but I’m very tall and have a low masculine voice if I want to. :)
I hope you have a nice day!
Hugs,
Iira
Hi, I was wondering how many wigs you have and if you could shortly list their looks ? <3
Hello dear anon,
Thank you for your questions! I will try to answer you as well as I can.
Total amount of wigs at the moment (as I sold couple of them a while ago): 15 - notice that I usually change the styling of my wigs constantly.
-Long, wavy and “slightly curling from the ends” blonde wig with bangs.
-Long straight black wig with bangs
-Medium length straight black wig with bangs
-Medium length black x white wig with bangs
-Bright blue wig with bangs
-Bright pink wig with a side bang (X-Japan inspired)
-Medium length silver wig with bangs (for now I have teased it so much that it’s intentionally frizzy)
-Super long, straight silver wig with bangs
-Warm brown curly long wig with bangs
-Black bob wig
-Red straight medium length wig with bangs
-Black curly hime gyaru inspired wig
Extensions:
-blonde, long human hair extensions
-black, long fake hair extensions
-blonde, long fake hair extensions
I might have forgot something from the list, but these are most of them which I have.
Have a nice day!
Hugs,
iira
I definitely can't buy your hat but I wanted to tell you how beautiful it is. GORGEOUS.
Thank you very much! I’m glad you like it. <3
